Come, Look Into the Face of Madness

Do you ever do that thing where Something Major is about to happen, but you don't really feel all that anxious about it? But you feel like you ought to feel anxious about it, so instead of feeling anxious about the Something Major, you start feeling anxious about the ramifications of NOT feeling anxious about Something Major? No? Me neither, that's ridiculous.

Tomorrow is my first day of official grad school business. I am remarkably calm. Yet still essentially a nutjob.